there are a lot of documentaries if you wish to challenge your beliefs
Zionism Before Herzl (1882-1896)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGWQUilit9Q
The Historical Roots of Christian Zionism, its Theological Basis and Political Agenda
https://youtu.be/FPGlgz1zC-4?si=DuNNBzJ3LVsyErUT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=II4-QFZFxX0
Understanding The Myths And Realities Of Israel | Ilan Pappe | TMR
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cI5KnHqA7JQ&list=WL&index=4&t=880s
"I Had to Rip Off the Mask I'd Been Wearing" | Rabbi David Mivasair
A Christian Explains what Christians don't know about I$RAEL
https://youtu.be/mqqEwQHesZo?si=0BE83MMLXv-rJL39
Gaza Fights For Freedom (2019) | Full Documentary | Directed by Abby Martin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HnZSaKYmP2s
With God on Our Side (2010) | Full Movie | Evan Albertyn | Gary Burge | Ron Dart