thank you, yes it will be a difficult time and took courage to look away from what one believes or hold dear, but yes please let me know if I can help in any way

Also, I am still learning and understanding the Bible and Quran so I may have made some mistakes in my interpretation or understanding ( i want to take a cautious approach based on the verse below). Still, the verses are there in the Quran and Bible that we can refer to and make a sound judgment.

( there is a verse 4:79 What comes to you of good is from Allah , but what comes to you of evil, [O man], is from yourself. And We have sent you, [O Muhammad], to the people as a messenger, and sufficient is Allah as Witness.)