i guess reading lot of book dose not make one moral.
I know many Muslims will play victim or assign the responsibility to west ; calling spade and spade is not wrong in any way ; my point is helping you and read get closer to what is truth/better picture so they can use reason to understand the context better.
Muslim are backward, un educated, corrupt, outdated , but Thanks to west many have started to reason and understand their religion and what it demands
how I see it , Muslims are one generation away from getting back ( since they have the source intact) while West after making so much progress still undecided between liberalism and Christianity one producing nihilism/wokeness while the other dark-ages.
Any ways we eventually have to be answerable to our actions and how best we use our abilities and intelligence ; I hope you will be able to use that to get close to truth.