God is real and is do exist and love us many time more than our mothers, we just have to take one step in right direction; in my humble opinion that God is not Jesus , Jesus is one the powerful prophet send with miracles, and we being human with weakness turned him into God

So once we identify the God of Jesus and love him and Jesus did , we will find him close by

In my humble opinion, lot of problem we see in religion or toward God is because of this wrong belief in making Jesus God and creating a faith based religion which Jesus did not profess.

https://medium.com/@mfakhar2000/jesus-is-sad-and-ashamed-926b0dc2b1a3